I will...trust me. I've probably spent about $20,000 in house stuff in the last 3 weeks with other expenses (which for those that have been following the house projects thread - the painters are very far behind. 5 painters have been here and they initially estimated 2.5 weeks and they are looking like 3.5 weeks or 4 weeks and they have been working Saturdays and Sundays - there is just so much repair and minor stuff that has added up and I'm sure my needs of near perfection do not help). My wife's car is a disaster after I took it for a test drive. It needs about $2,000 worth of work and I'm contemplating on also just getting her another car or spending the $2,000 in repairs. Both of my dogs have been to the vet probably 6 times in the last month due to various ear, eye problems, ulcers, etc. (They are finally better now) but the bills were not pleasant. We've been living in the basement because of the painting and yesterday night the queen air mattress blew up and my pregnant wife and I were on the basement cement at 3am, so we haven't gotten much sleep even when we had this mattress in the basement), we have been eating out every day because the kitchen is torn up so I feel like shit from the bad food and the eating bills have quadrupled, 2 weeks ago my iPhone completely died and had to get a new iPhone (I gave my wife the new one and took her old one). My 30th birthday is tomorrow and my wife is insisting on me getting a ton of stuff for the car and among other things but I won't let her. She feels bad about it, but I just don't want any money spent no me at all until things stabilize. I take strong responsibility to make sure my family is taken care of first. Otherwise it's just more stress on me. I don't feel comfortable with it. I don't want to get it just to get it when I'm stressed out because my experience will be nothing and I'd just be doing it for you guys and not for myself. When I'm less stressed and not spending 10-20k a month on shit, then I'll be getting more than just t aero lip for my birthday presents and actually enjoy the process!

Gawking on the site and saying can't wait is stress-free for me and just anticipating the one day when I do pull the trigger!
Thanks guys for the support and the recommendations! I really can't wait. I'm very excited now that I see it more and more. :top: